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Tavros Nitram ♉ ([personal profile] pchaaair) wrote2014-04-07 08:26 pm

for korone

[The world is... new, but nice. The sun is shining, glinting off of windows in a city off in the distance. Clouds are hanging out in the sky.

And Wren? Tavros? Someone. Is there, though still definitely dead, his eyes totally whited out. His legs aren't made of a crumpled and dinged up metal which is a plus! But despite the all black attire and the brown Taurus symbol that adorns his shirt, he's also wearing a Takshaka scarf around his neck.

He was busy tending to his herd of animals, because he went off to be a rancher out in the country in the new world where they weren't dealing with all kinds of existential bullshit.]
bluediligence: (On a scale of one to hmmm?)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-09 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ SPEAKING OF EXISTENTIAL BULLSHIT ...

Here's a pigeon girl. A strikingly familiar pigeon girl, even if she is wearing the wrong colors, glasses, and looks like she's aged a few years. Also she's buff now.

And very, very, very confused when she appears out of nowhere in the middle of a field. ]


Um.
bluediligence: (More phantom criminals.)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-09 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Who the heck is this kid—






She thinks, but doesn't get the chance to ask, because the very second he says that name, she collapses to her knees with her head in her hands, sc r e a m i n g in absolute, white-hot agony ]
bluediligence: (A corrupt concoction.)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-11 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ It doesn't last long, in the grand scheme of things. Five, ten seconds. The screaming tapers off into wet, heaving gasps, but —

Five to ten seconds is more than long enough to trigger the memories. Her head jerks up at the sound of approaching footsteps, a snarl on her lips, threat and warning all in one, her eyes glassy, hazy, like she's … very much not all there right now. ]

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-12 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ OOPS … ]

[ No thoughts, head empty, only blinding incandescent pain now! The first repeat of her name has her huddling back down into a tight, defensive ball, biting her lip bloody to stifle the scream trying to claw its way up her throat. The second … this time she does make a sound, but it's tiny and choked, scarcely louder than a breath.

Her hands clamp, vice-like, over the back of her neck. ]


[ She. She will get back to him. Probably. At Some Point. Once she's worked her way through this super fun pain > trigger > panic attack pipeline. ]

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-12 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ By the time he gets back out, she's —

… Well, she hasn't really moved all that much. She's marginally less hunched over? That's. That's something. At least. Probably.

The actual for-real physical pain vanished as quickly as it came, but the phantom pain (memories that aren't hers but are, gouged across her mind like so much scar tissue) linger on. As does the panic attack. She's working her way through it, one step at a time. Speaking of which: unless he gets too close — around six feet or so; her reflexes are on a bit of a hair-trigger these days — she doesn't really seem to acknowledge him just yet.

She just. Breathes. Slowly, carefully, until she feels like she actually is breathing again. Like she's in her body, rather than a step and a half to the left, all horrendous buzzy static and white noise. ]
bluediligence: (She broke her finger today.)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-19 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ siR ]

[ sir you are getting TOO CLOSE ]

[ She was already pretty damned bristled, but now she's even moreso, almost less human (bird?) person and more defensive creature on the verge of fear-biting. Finally, though, she's able to string together a word or two, low and rasping, forced out through gritted teeth, ]


Back … up.
bluediligence: (An impartial seeker of truth.)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-04-20 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a bit of a — it isn't so much a flinch as a subtle uptick in tension at the initial thunk

But then he follows it up with a whole, whole bunch of nervous babble. It's jarring. Not enough to drag her completely out of The Whole Situation she's got going on right now, and heck, she doesn't even manage to catch all of what he's saying. Still, it's … some kind of an anchor, ish, sort of, and — you know what?

As long as he stays where he is, this should be doable. Yeah. She can do this. Another minute or two pass, in which she doesn't do much more than breathe and pull herself together and quite possibly listen to him, if he keeps on talking. Then, finally - ]


So. You … know — don't say the name. You know me? From … Kyriakos?