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IT HAS BEEN AWHILE AND I WANT TO DO ONE because a lot of stuff has happened recently in both of my games, SO. Question meme!
Aather; Tavros Nitram and Nia Teppelin
Decollage; Tavros Nitram and Ellen Kurokawa
Aather; Tavros Nitram and Nia Teppelin
Decollage; Tavros Nitram and Ellen Kurokawa
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Jackal -> Apple
Apple Apple Apple you are one of the things keeping him steady in Deco! He has like&mdashtwo full on rocks (Shark, Apple) and two that are kind of partially there (Mint, Ivy). He loves Apple to pieces and he trusts her...? But it's also a little rocky in games because he totally understands her not wanting to hurt anyone. He doesn't, either! I-It's like the last thing that he wants to do. The only thing is, he is willing to attack other teams to stay alive because he's completely terrified of dying even if you're brought back to life in Deco. AND SO HE IS WORRIED ABOUT THE NEXT BAD GAME because he knows Apple is going to Apple but what happens if we end up killing ourselves. ;A; Also god he feels terrible over being part of the reason Apple flounced and HE HAD SO MANY FEELINGS OVER THAT 'cause his ability to cope went downhill really fast without... her around... wow that is totally healthy isn't it. Basically Jackal does not even know what to do with himself and his feelings when Apple isn't around. He feels awful over being part of the reason she left even if he doesn't necessarily regret his actions.;A; Please don't be mad at me Apple. He was also completely serious about his lack of importance to her and that that is what it feels like to him. SHE IS SO IMPORTANT TO HIM that it breaks how he copes when she isn't around.
Tavros -> Apple
Um, BFF forever??? NEVER LEAVE ME APPLE YOU ARE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS dokidoki. E-Especially after getting the tiny good luck charm, good god that flung the dere levels through the roof and while she was already cemented as one of his best friends that just kind of. Ensured that the relationship would never ever everrrr go anywhere. I-It's just a bunch of dere 'cause he likes her so much. ;A; He feels awful for dying on her though, especially after seeing that Darkness Monster and he's just like no I'm alive Apple don't worry about this anymore. Best friend forever. ;w; He is totally going to find her a new good luck charm to replace the one that she gave him.
REVERSE?
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Apple -> Valerian
(Because she’s gonna try to make a point of calling him Valerian now. Or maybe she will just call him Val but that sounds like a girl’s name, idk.) APPLE AND FEELINGS ARE HARD, she internalizes a lot of things and unless I decided to just bracket entire chunks of internal thought and monologue a lot of it doesn’t touch her surface conversation. BUT SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH, he is really one of her rocks just as much as he is hers. She wouldn’t know what to do without him. It comes through more in actions, when she’s willing to hold his hand or hug him without hesitation. Physical affection is something she actually has to think about most of the time but it developed into a natural reaction with him. And him being on Sage is...really good overall but she recognizes the problems too. The face that he chose to be on Sage and she had a choice about picking a teammate as opposed to one just being forced on her made a big impact! But...she is willing to sacrifice herself for the sake of other teams and in order to protect as many people as possible (that includes Sage but it is harder to protect Sage by default of not attacking other teams), and not all of Sage is okay with that. SHE IS STILL MAD but she is way angrier at the rest of the team than him, because even if she didn’t agree she felt like he was at least being reasonable. EVERYONE ELSE WASN’T. A-and staying mad at him is hard anyways because she doesn’t want to be mad at him she just wants to curl up in a pillow pile with him and love him shhhhh ;; She was pissed hearing that they attacked Cardinal, especially when she got to sit through Obi reviving in her arms :’) But she was Very Not Okay with anyone threatening Valerian which was her main reason for being like OKAY NOT STANDING FOR THAT I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. It...is very hard to be mad at someone you are very protective over ;A; “I don’t want him to be upset or hurt or scared but me being mad at him is making him upset and hurt and scared WHAT DO?!?!?!” Her issues on how Sage plays are a whole different thing but basically she c-can’t stay mad at him no matter what he does because she needs him too and part of how she copes is by comforting and protecting him and reconciling that with how she chooses to play is a challenge to say the least. But it does not change that she loves him forever and if he was ever taken away she would just turn into a sad depressed lump of inaction forever.
Apple -> Tavros
Tavros has always been cool, I still remember she first thought he was a fairy and was like OMG A FAIRY and then they were healer bros and yes //// They always do fun things together and she wants to look out for his wellbeing and teach him all the things about being a pharmacist. She feels horrible for letting him die when he was right there the whole time and she should have noticed and over 9000 issues of survivor’s guilt and being unable to help. D’: And then he was feeling bad so she gave him her good luck charm to make him feel better because no it is not your fault for dying it is Jabberwock’s fault for being a dick and maybe a little of my fault for not being able to save you 8( She also identifies with him pushing himself too far in help because that is exactly what she does, it is something she can relate to OOPS. And she can't help but respect him and admire him for that even though she is also like "NO DON'T BE LIKE ME THAT'S UNHEALTHY." IT’S OKAY TAVROS I WILL PROTECT YOU FOREVER AND WE WILL BE BFFS ALWAYS
Uhm tell me about the shiny magical girl series you are thinking of apping from